My family dun support me... they think i cannot do it.....
they say that i do not understand the situation........
they say i am selfish, navie and impulsive....

Can someone tell me what to do? what is good for me?
what is enough for me? what do i want?
no one cares? no one bothers....

Am i afraid to face the future? Afraid to lose? afraid to take up challenges?
am i a pessimist?

i know i have to make my own decision.. nobody can help me.
sometimes u just can't follow ur heart.. have to be forced to do what is suppose to be good/right?