Prelims are over

the Prelims are over.. but it's just the starting of my painful 1 and a half month.
Exams in May, revisions in April, four weekends gone for UOL revision + weekdays need to work + need to squeeze time to study! + need time for rest. = STRESS!

i skipped the FI paper cos i know it wun be returned to me even if i go for the paper, cos need to at least write 5 pages then they will mark it.
CF paper wrote less then 5 pages too.
I think i the prelims results will be all fail. sadness.

everyday after work back home look at the stacks of notes and books on the table on the floor , on the cupboard.. really feels extremely sianz. dun wanna touch them at all..

sianess.