Life is a miracle

She may be leaving us soon. many things comes unexpected.
isn't it amazing how fast we grow? I'm already turning 23 this year. my younger cousins all have grown so big that i may not even recognize. All of them studying in uni and going to graduate already. feel like I'm the only one struck there not knowing what i want. i dun understand y my relatives all like to bad mouth people, compete here and there, pushing responsibilities. ain't we all in the same Family after all.
i tot a family should be always supporting each other, giving encouragement, telling u that "it's okay".. but i totally dun sense any of the above. it always ends up to be a battle of words. Anger, frustrations, jealousy , fear.. When will it all end?

Life is pleasant. Death is peaceful. It's the transition that's troublesome