Boring Thursday.

Tml is Good Friday, thus a long weekend ahead... i should be Happy... But i'm still troubled. and Why am i at home???

Today didn't go visit desmond, unable to take leave lah, and can't affort to.
bump into grace at dhoby ghaut mrt after work.. Very common and easy to spot me there cos my office is just on top of the mrt station. she was on her way to meet celest. when i saw her i'm like oohh she tall... lol.. maybe long time haven meet her le bah. cos the gers in my office are mostly short.

Yaya.. wanna know y i so troubled?
i wanted to go study part time degree and my mum made it very clear that i have to pay for my own sch fees. and if possible still provide "jia yong" (give her $$). and my sis also disagree say will be very stresses and pressured. late cannot cope. quit sch have to still pay for the full sch fees, quit job then no $$ to pay for sch fees.. blar.. blar.. blar... they really giving me a lot pressure.
In the end i still enrolled for the course. if i get accepted then will start sch in july. and i'm gonna suffer for 3 years. and will have no extra $$ to spend..(like now.. can buy LV, camera, clothes, psp, eat good food...) all of these enjoyable things.. GONE.. Go CHINA with ting and jerlyn in NOVEMBER? GONE!

Going to become.. work go class study.. sleep, work go home study sleep, pay for sch fees.. buy textbooks... work.. go class, study.. sleep... for 3 years. everyday eat bread for breakfast and lunch, dinner eat maggie mee. AHH>... i dun wanna think of it.... PAYING to suffer?? well it's all for the future right? damn.. if only i can marry a bloody rich man. or have a rich ang moh bf like xiaxue.

enough of complains..
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More complains.... hurhur
manager from OCBC call me ask me wanna go back but in different dept. she say is a 6 months contract to perm position and i rejected it. cos i'm quite comfortable in HS now and i'm a perm with great benefits and fat bonus if i work till next year cos no more pro rate. and the time is flexi... i can go for class no need to worry abt OT or unfinished work. that is if i get accepted to school.
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Then she called me again say can offer me a perm. and i come to think of it, i will be an officer at OC instead of a clerk which doesn't sound very nice. and will get increment definitely (no increment nobody wanna change). the problem is OC does not give 13th month bonus to excutive (bank officer considered as excutive?). thinking of it tampines is way too far man. and no 13th month, even increment also not enough. How abt the work there? scarly go there the volume is like mad.. like OT every single day? how abt my school? my classes start at 7pm and work ends at 6:30pm. from tampine to clementi? no way. i will have to leave early.

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Complain finish??
neh.... more to come.....
Boyfriend confirmed going to America in June le.
for 2 years.. meet like twice a year?
will our relationship last?
will there be any 3rd party along the way?
I won't ask him to stay, i really encourage him to go.


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sorry i haven update abt the chalet last week.. picture up soon... maybe i'll post it up later. should i go "sweep tomb" with him later?
for now... have a nice hot shower and wash hair first..........
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P.S. :heh.. everytime planned to blog abt a lot of things but in the end blogged nothing.. dunno today all say out... sometimes dunno wanna say a not.. cos u never know know is reading ur blog cos it is not password protected. what if ur boss happen to see it?