What has happened?

Well well.. What has happened?
I haven been updating as I'm just plain lazy? Have not spend much time at home cos after work somedays will stay at my bf place. when come home got little time to play game watch DVD and wash hair. cos i dun like to wash hair outside (without my dryer and the hair products) and rest of the time is sleeping.

after the gathering at immune last last Saturday.. Seems that many things had happened. Everybody face show "do not ask". tingting talked to me and she was very sad and disappointed and i agree with her. that our group has somehow wasn't the same anymore.friends bring friends and other friends r strangers, lesser meet ups and lesser topics to talk abt. to be honest i feel abit out of place, Jiayan seems very sad. ah guan very angry. joanne sad and angry.. jiani is sitting at a little corner playing with jerlyn and stan. only tingting was talking to me most of the time.

As we grow our thinking change along the way, as we know more pple we get more and more distracted. everyone is moving, some move fast and some choose to remain at the same spot.
Life is short. we should cherish what we have and not engage in unnecessary unhappiness. somethings u will say i dun choose be this way becos i have no choice, the other party made it this way. Y he/she behaves like that, he/she does not respect me.. dun u feel tired? Is it possible to let go of anger and relax? woundn't ur life be happier? a lot of things is not within our control, u can choose to be angry with it and make yourself miserable or choose to let go(as it's not within ur control) and be happier. well it's easier said then done. i am a hot tempered person myself, but i choose to learn to let go of things that make me unhappy.