Sad Sad

is my 21st birthday gonna be a sad one??
Trying too hard will only makes things worse??
y do i worry so much??
y am i so timid??
am i a trouble??
something wrong with me??
Do i have depression??



note:Ting ask me not to buy cake as she will be getting one for me.. so if she didn't turn up with the cake then there will be no cake.